Txt 12-15-07 5:43pm

I want to die.

Txt 10-07-07 9:30pm

I am such a useless piece of shit. I wish I had never been born.

Txt 10-06-07 10:22pm

Whatever.

Txt 10-06-07 6:46pm

I hope you are feeling better today.

Txt 10-04-07 10:23am

Thanks for the donut. I hope you don;t feel worse after walking to work and that dsa is not a hassle.

Txt 09-30-07 6:30am

Yawn. Smile.

Txt 09-29-07 9:18pm

Ow Leg-cramp! Thank you.

Txt 09-23-07 6:45pm

Happy Equinox.

Txt 09-23-07 2:42pm

Hand is fine. Did so-so. I think 2:42.

Txt 09-23-07 9:35am

I thought you were hoping I didn't race.

Txt 09-23-07 7:43am

Don't lie.

Txt 09-22-07 11:29pm

Yes I am still doing it. 7:45 start.

Txt 09-22-07 11:17pm

Confirmed: bike equals not fun. Goodnight.

Txt 09-22-07 5:48pm

Hope so. Havn't tried but just drove to Santa Cruz for packet pickup.

Txt 09-22-07 5:43pm

Bet it is nice.

Txt 09-22-07 5:41pm

Yes, Here too is it cold?

Txt 09-22-07 05:11pm

I have been wanting to send you a text for 3 hours but I can't think of what to say.

Txt 09-21-07 11:37pm

Goodnight.

Txt 09-21-07 11:15pm

Hug. Thank you!

Txt 09-21-07 8:18pm

Now even my mom hates me.

Txt 09-21-07 5:30pm

Sorry you didn't sleep well. I am about to go on a run to see a bunch of parks. First month of no car payments and had $450 in service done today. So sad.

Txt 09-20-07 8:45pm

Being alive sucks. Goodnight don't get into a crash.

Txt 09-20-07 8:52am

Why are you late again?

Txt 09-18-07 8:20pm

I can't do it. I can't do anything. How was dinner?

Txt 09-17-07 8:02pm

Smile!

Txt 09-15-07 8:03pm

Goodnight. Wish you were here.

Txt 09-14-07 7:38pm

You're a selfish dick.

Txt 09-10-07 6:44am

Please.

Txt 09-10-07 3:30am

Will you ever be there for me when I need you? You are running out of time.

Txt 09-10-07 3:13am

What time will you be at work?

Txt 09-09-07 9:51pm

Please. I am begging.

Txt 09-09-07 9:19pm

You cant just turn me off. You treat me like I have no emotions. You are killing me. Don;t you feel anything? Will you even feel anything when you see me dead?

Txt 09-09-07 8:15pm

Where are you?

Txt 09-09-07 8:07pm

I have to talk to you.

Txt 09-09-07 8:02pm

Are you going to be at work tomorrow?

Txt 09-09-07 7:52pm

Are you alive?

Txt 09-05-07 1:26pm

Then why do you hurt me so much?

Txt 09-05-07 1:22pm

Why don't you like me?

Txt 09-05-07 1:16pm

You are always trying to get rid of me.

Txt 09-05-07 1:12pm

We're not moving anyways.

Txt 09-05-07 1:09pm

I feel like I am always watching you walk away.

Txt 09-05-07 8:51am

Where are you?

Txt 09-05-07 7:17am

Loser.

Txt 09-04-07 1:43pm

I give up.

Txt 09-03-07 9:21am

Of course not. I'm just a thorn in mr super lifes side.

Txt 09-03-07 9:12am

Thanks for the ice cream. I had some for breakfast. Tastes just like a rootbeer float when you let it melt.

Txt 09-02-07 10:06pm

I saw it yesterday. I thought I shoudl save it till you were over. When do I get to talk to you?

Txt 09-02-07 4:51pm

I hope you're happy. Now I'm crying.

Txt 09-02-07 4:20pm

My phone is going to die. Be home in 2hr.

Txt 09-02-07 4:15pm

I feel like you don't care when I never hear from you.

Txt 09-02-07 4:10pm

I'm driving. Can you be online tonihgt?

Txt 09-02-07 4:06pm

Can I call you?

Txt 09-02-07 4:02pm

Then why don't you?

Txt 09-02-07 4:00pm

Don't you ever want to say hi and see how I am?

Txt 08-30-07 8:52pm

Fuck you, you piece of shit.

Txt 08-30-07 6:53pm

I can't do this.

Txt 08-30-07 5:47pm

Fuck Team in Training. I hate you.

Txt 08-26-07 8:48pm

I hate me.

Txt 08-26-07 8:46pm

Do you hate me?

Txt 08-26-07 8:45pm

Sad face.

Txt 08-26-07 8:16pm

Why am i so slow?

Txt 08-26-07 7:43pm

I'm sorry for everything.

Txt 08-26-07 1:59pm

Well I have to go out. I sent you an email. I'll be home in a few hours.

Txt 08-26-07 1:38pm

Are you going to be able to get back online?

Txt 08-26-07 1:35pm

I can't take this. I have no one to talk to.

Txt 08-26-07 1:31pm

I can't deal with this.

Txt 08-26-07 1:07pm

I need to talk to you.

Txt 08-26-07 7:48am

Biting seals are back at aquatic park.

Txt 08-26-07 7:47am

Will I get to talk to you today?

Txt 08-25-07 7:51pm

Im sorry. I know you can't. Talk to you online later?

Txt 08-25-07 7:49pm

Would you come watch me if I race tomorrow?

Txt 08-25-07 7:21pm

Will you be online tonight? I don't know yet.

Txt 08-25-07 5:59pm

I thought you might call or text or im

Txt 08-25-07 5:57pm

Hello

Txt 08-24-07 8:50pm

Hi

Txt 08-24-07 8:11pm

Why do you wish I would die?

Txt 08-24-07 8:09pm

You are going to miss my marathon too.

Txt 08-24-07 8:06pm

There is no need for me in this world

Txt 08-23-07 10:45pm

Hi

Txt 08-22-07 11:20am

I hate you.

Txt 08-19-07 2:45pm

If only you were here.

Txt 08-19-07 2:43pm

Salty

Txt 08-19-07 10:57am

I'm tired. I want to cry.

Txt 08-19-07 9:53am

I am a horrible person.

Txt 08-19-07 7:20am

Good luck this morning. Go fast.

Catching Up txt 08-18-07 11:41pm

You are going to quit 100 percent after the race or we are no longer friends. Sorry it has come to that.

Catching Up txt 08-18-07 11:37pm

No. That means nothing to me.

Catching Up txt 08-18-07 11:34pm

I can;t handle you and TNT anymore. How am I going to survive like this?

Catching Up txt 08-18-07 6:16pm

Hi.

Catching Up txt 08-18-07 1:38pm

I'm scared. I can't do this.

Catching Up txt 08-16-07 6:24pm

You're a lousy lying piece of shit. Fuck you.

Catching Up txt 08-15-07 7:24pm

Why are you always trying to get rid of me?

Catching Up txt 08-14-07 12:13pm

Why do you have to hate me so much.

Catching Up txt 08-05-07 8:51pm

Are you going to make me go to jail? How is the concert?

Catching Up txt 08-05-07 8:17am

Stop trying to kill me!

Catching Up txt 08-05-07 4:31am

I can't handle this anymore. All I think about is you. Why do you hate me so much?

Catching Up txt 08-04-07 9:51pm

There is no other option. I have to.

Catching Up txt 08-04-07 8:20pm

I have to be punished. I must be killed.

Catching Up txt 08-04-07 5:40pm

Go Team! Die H******.

Catching Up txt 08-04-07 3:55pm

I hate that I will have to die for your pathetic life.

Catching Up txt 08-03-07 2:29pm

Cool. Here at the park napping in the sun. Have fun at rehearsal listening!

Catching Up txt 08-03-07 12:36pm

Official results posted for 1mi swim last weekend...I placed 6th in women's wetsuit!!! time - 28:42 Yay!

Catching Up txt 07-22-07 9:25pm

I feel dead and shriveled and tired inside.

Catching Up txt 05-23-07 7:42pm

I have never wanted to die more than I do right now.